Thursday, August 31, 2023

Bird sounds and a thought of you, sir.

Jean Michel Basquiat - Philistines - 1982



father of mine

I live fifteen hundred miles from your grave

and I am standing in a small stand of pines

it is a gray and misty day

and somewhere close by a woodpecker is working

cold feet  bird sounds and a thought of you sir

see you are not forgotten 


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lives of sawdust and stardust 

sweats and sweets 

vowels and consonants 

one turns this way and that way 

until direction becomes meaningless 

of course there are good things 

a dog that stays close 

springtime 

a fine meal and nap 

children laughing 

love 


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I can face the darkness. I can take being alone through endless time, and facing this immense universe. It's not that I am particularly strong; I'm not. But I have something to see me through. He was real. He was alive and real and had love in his heart. He was my son and I love him. And that is mine to keep. Even death cannot change it.


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if every passing year held a price in dollars 

would you be ashamed to know the number 

would you complain when the annual bill came due 


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my childhood neighborhood 

was between two huge graveyards 

and we children played in them 

soldier or hide and go seek 

friend let me tell you something 

there are no ghosts


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by james lee jobe 


“What you remember saves you.”

W. S. Merwin



Jean Michel Basquiat - Fallen Angel - 1981

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Wednesday, August 30, 2023

without horses or whiskey

Jason Scarpace


putah creek savors the moonlight 

a cool night    quiet 

there is a delta breeze 

an owl watches from an oak branch 

but doesn't ask 'who' 

moonlight shines across the moving water 

look at me   I'm still alive 


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life is a confusing movie 

with a sudden end 

the actors are easily broken 

like chalk   like eggs 

they have no script to follow 

and there is no director 

the movie is a western 

but without horses or whiskey 

now you be quiet 

and pass the popcorn 


---


I used to try to think it all through 

     but no more 

     now I just try to feel it all 

I want to touch everything 

     and everyone 


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when I weep 

         I want the whole world to be silent 

even the wind and the ocean 

        should just shut up for a little while


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I have grown old but it's ok I like it 

and my wife is older than me 

but she seems younger 

I like that too 

I like so many things now 

old songs that I didn't like when they were new 

seeing someone else's footprint in the mud 

being sober all of the time 

and I especially enjoy not giving anyone advice 

that's all for now 

goodbye

poems by james lee jobe 


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"Hotei Bird and Monk" - Keith Abbott



Wake up, our ship has been ice-bound long enough, the time has come to sail the open seas. 

Rumi



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Tuesday, August 29, 2023

Digging for those bones.

Vincent van Gogh - The bridge in the rain, 1887



california farmlands 
summer 
one drop of rain 
and an orchard grows 
two drops of rain 
and the tomato crop comes in 
three drops of rain 
and we rise up in the sky 
ascending like christians 
think that they will 
here in the big valley 
rain is more powerful 
than jesus 

james lee jobe





It is surely a great calamity for a human being to have no obsessions. 

Robert Bly





peace be upon the sacramento valley 
                         my home 

peace be upon the sacramento river 
                        and tributaries 

peace be upon that which grows 
                        and lives there
                        flora and fauna
                        the people 

may the earth be healed of her scars 
                        and wounds 

may the passing years be filled 
                        with healing and life 

may it be so 

james lee jobe 



Umberto Brunelleschi




want of your hands

for want of your hands I open the darkness
that sleeps past the hot edge of the candle

this desire smells of pine trees    salt water
and death   or life    I can never decide which

the dogs are digging for those bones that they think
they remember and then their fur turns into rain

words can be like that    a glimpse of an angel    fog
in the trees the smell of desire     the want of your hands

james lee jobe





We have to talk about liberating minds as well as liberating society. 

Angela Davis





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Monday, August 28, 2023

Be perfectly brave and honest.

Shirin Neshat



after dinner
standing outside in a light rain
I am connected to all creation
a perfect imperfection

james lee jobe




Whenever I get too stressed out about the headlines I comfort myself by remembering that we all swallow spiders in our sleep. 

Whitney Cummings




What can we do with sorrow? James says not to swallow it down. Wear your sorrow on your chest, as if it were a medal for courage. Be perfectly brave and honest. People will ask if you are doing any better; don't lie. Tell them no, I am an infected sore, but I love you for checking on me. When you check on me I can hear the birds again, after a long time, singing in the far distance. 

james lee jobe




I paint objects as I think them, not as I see them.

Pablo Picasso


Shirin Neshat



in class I paid little attention
and often none at all
did it matter
my dog loves me
so does my wife
two doves visit my patio daily
every summer the jasmine
and crape myrtle bloom so lovely
I have a room full of books
and a nice reading chair
in the end I never needed
that algebra or biology
just like I said I wouldn’t

james lee jobe



QUESTIONS ANSWERED
-Li Po, 701-762

You ask why I live
alone in the mountain forest,

and I smile and am silent
until even my soul grows quiet.

The peach trees blossom.
The water continues to flow.

I live in the other world,
one that lies beyond the human.




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Sunday, August 27, 2023

Sniffing the beard.



Early Autumn, 13th century, 
by Song loyalist painter Qian Xuan.

_________________________


now the radio stations all sound 

like they are broadcasting from crowded cells 

in a hot prison 

showers are only once a week 

james lee jobe 



The most important point is to accept yourself and stand on your two feet.

Shunryu Suzuki



Hank Williams, So Lonesome I Could Cry, 1949


my doggo likes to sniff 

my beard after I eat 

o just imagine 

what delightful fragrances 

must linger there 

james lee jobe 


wife-o



Realize deeply that the present moment is all you ever have.

Eckhart Tolle



the garbage truck comes 

every thursday morning 

it’s how I keep track of time 

james lee jobe 



Change does not roll in on the wheels of inevitability, but comes through continuous struggle. 

Martin Luther King Jr.


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Saturday, August 26, 2023

Screaming from hell.

Pierre-Hugues Hétu


it doesn’t matter to me if the sun is up 

I wake up when I wake up 

no alarm clock 

no rules 

usually it is just before dawn 

I feed my animals and drink my coffee 

I work on poems 

I am often a bit put out 

that I didn’t die in my sleep 

as is my wish 

any night will do 

just like any day is a good day to be 

alive 

james lee jobe  




We have to dare to be ourselves, however frightening or strange that self may prove to be.

May Sarton



why did I wait so many years 

to mourn the falling leaves 

james lee jobe





Kindness is a mark of faith, and whoever is not kind has no faith.

Muhammad



Sharle Matthews



blood on the flowers 

blood in the street 

the battle is done 

and it is not just the soldiers 

who are dead 

children parents doctors 

teachers ministers clerks 

mechanics regular people 

just going about their lives 

bombs and bullets 

don’t discriminate 

james lee jobe



Mindfulness gives you time. Time gives you choices. Choices, skillfully made, lead to freedom.

Henepola Gunaratana



so maybe the noise from crows 

is really just my mother 

screaming from hell

james lee jobe





When you do something, you should burn yourself up completely, like a good bonfire, leaving no trace of yourself.


Shunryu Suzuki





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Friday, August 25, 2023

A melancholy that lingers.

Katsushika Hokusai


the air is low tonight pressed down to the ground
and it welcomes me like I am a victorious soldier
just home from some distant war
the ground kisses the low air and caresses it
whispering sweet love words that I cannot make out
even though I listen closely
there is moonlight starlight street lights
headlights from passing traffic
and a blue light from television sets
filtering through the windows of the houses
even with this light I cannot make out the tops of the trees
or the roofs of the taller houses
walking in this world brings me loneliness
a melancholy that lingers long after the night is over
a new day begins so what can I do
but begin again as well
so I do

james lee jobe


All of life is a foreign country.

Jack Kerouac


Deep winter, the thick of it, with no sign yet of spring. The dark at its longest, the cold at its widest. That's for me. The shivers on my back as I mount the steps of the bus, my breath is a fog, mixing with the breath fog of all the others who are lined up, waiting to board. Everyone breathing the winter air together.

james lee jobe 


Kindness is in our power, even when fondness is not.

Samuel Johnson


jlj


Since you alone are responsible for your thoughts,
only you can change them.

Paramahansa Yogananda


two valley oaks 

together we drink 

our roots move through the dark earth

toward a dampness    a creek

or an underground pool

so much drinking    now we are drunk

two old trees hoping for some music 

james lee jobe 


If you are unable to find the truth right where you are,
where else do you expect to find it?

Dōgen


Here. It's a good place to be. I no longer dream of new places to go, and I no longer miss the places of my youth. To be where I am is enough. This patch of earth. Here. This place. Home.

james lee jobe 


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Thursday, August 24, 2023

Blessed with small things.

Pablo Picasso. Violon accroche au mur. 1913.



to most minds you have nothing

rags to wear   a hovel for sleeping

if ever you could sleep   you cannot

that said   you have a life to live

and you have your next breath

breathe and make do with that

james lee jobe



We must learn to live together as brothers 

or perish together as fools. 

Martin Luther King



I walked through the rattlesnake mountains

paying no mind 

white boulders   white clouds

a patch of grass   a patch of snow

james lee jobe 



'The Wood Between' (2008) by Hiramatsu Reiji 


sins are not brands and we are not cattle

forgive yourself and start again

james lee jobe 




My music is evidence of my soul's will to live.

Charles Mingus



and when I am blessed 

it is often with the smallest of things

my grandchild's laugh

that first glimpse of the sunrise

a perfect apple 

and then again perhaps

these blessings are not that small

after all

james lee jobe



Why do you stay in prison when the door is so wide open?

Jalal Ad-din Muhammad Rumi


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