Sunday, April 30, 2023

Is the bardo as empty as earth?

Koson Ohara


A south wind tonight
Moonlight in the west
a south wind tonight
Where are you, son
Is the bardo as empty as earth?
That bastard, Death,
called on us in the wrong order;
one cannot make assumptions in life.
My son, my son
I am counting the nights until I join you
Moonlight in the west
a south wind tonight
Can you hear it blow

James Lee Jobe 




Love never made a fool of me. I always was one.

Greg Brown




Bicycle Haiku

Late summer bike ride,
grasshopper lands on my neck --
where to, little friend? 

James Lee Jobe 




Perhaps all the dragons of our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us once beautiful and brave.

Rainer Maria Rilke




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Good manners are everything
Be polite at your booking
Say 'thank you' when you empty your pockets
When you are fingerprinted and photographed
Is there a line-up for a witness identification
Smile and nod at the window that looks like a mirror
Imagine that you are in a talent show
Try to make a good impression
Introduce yourself as 'James'
Tell them you are happy to be there
Actually be happy to be there

James Lee Jobe 









You were wild once. Don't let them tame you. 

Isadora Duncan


Koson Ohara



One night past full, the moon rises
Over the tree to my east 
A lot of pine, some oaks 
Four sycamores standing in a row 
Like soldiers on guard duty
In walking meditation, I move slowly
Through the trees and out into the open
Step by step, breath by breath 
Moonlight on my face, and finally
looking up, in my eyes
The Corn Moon, September

James Lee Jobe 








Inseparable from right speech is good listening. 

Mudita Nisker




Envying the life of someone else is like watching a pizza commercial on tv; don't be surprised if it really isn't as good as it looks. 

James Lee Jobe 


21st century Baltimore, Maryland


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Saturday, April 29, 2023

Birth is as random as anything else.



Crazy man, I was jailed into myself
Into my own head
I thought I was 'deep in thought'
The sentence was given to me by myself
Life-As-Jobe… with no parole
Oh, hell
But don't worry, I busted out of my cell
One night when the guard was sleeping
Foolish guard, that was me too

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A word after silence; let it be peace

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There is no future written
In the palm of a hand or in tea leaves
Tarot cards are nothing more than cards
Interesting, sure, but they're just cards
Scorpio? Virgo? No, sorry
Birth is as random as anything else
There is no fate or destiny to be found or fulfilled
And no yesterday that can held forever
Or even held accountable
That said, isn't this moment lovely enough
Draw your breath in, let it out
Ah, life

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Even now, as ashes in a container
My son casts a large shadow across my life

It is as if it always late afternoon between us
And his shadow stretches from west to east

Across this broken thing, this lump
That I once called my heart


James Lee Jobe





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If every day you practice walking and sitting meditation and generate the energy of mindfulness and concentration and peace, you are a cell in the body of the new Buddha. This is not a dream but is possible today and tomorrow. 
-Thich Nhat Hanh

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When dictatorship is a fact, revolution becomes a right.
-Victor Hugo

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Try being completely sincere. Say what you truly believe. Don't compromise yourself to be liked or affirmed.
-James Lee Jobe 

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The paradox of impatience is that, in trying to hurry toward enjoyment, we hurry past it. 
-Dean Sluyter











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Friday, April 28, 2023

the men are here to set up my tombstone



There are those times in the darkness 

When I lose awareness of my body 

And I wonder if I am the universe 

Or if the universe is me. 

Am I endless? Timeless? 

What changes will the next day bring? 

And then, like everyone, 

I wait for the light to return.

Then comes the daylight.


james lee jobe 




"As much as we need a prosperous economy, we also need a prosperity of kindness and decency." 

-- Caroline Kennedy



One Night ZZ Hill Sang at the Club Tupelo, a poem by Angela Jackson 



Sonny Rollins & McCoy Tyner - In A Sentimental Mood



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The heatwave washed over us as quickly as bad news,

And it hung on to the world with both claws.

110 degrees one day, 112 the next, and so on. 

So we sat and sweated.

We watched the clock as if time would help us;

We saw the seconds slip out of the clock

And drip onto the hot floor.

This second was for the world,

The next second was for the temperature of our lives.

Time and heat were the blankets that covered us.

And we didn't need a blanket.


james lee jobe




"Accept that your life is going on beyond your usual understanding."

— Dainin Katagiri









Ah, look - the men are here to set up my tombstone, 

But there is something in their way; it's my life.

Oh, sluggard; move! Just let them get on with it.


james lee jobe




Anything is possible, which could seem overwhelming in some way. But the only relationship we can have—and which we can develop through a meditative practice—is we actually get more awake, more clear, more cognizant of the fact that anything can happen at any moment.

--Martin Aylward





"Sometimes the scandal isn't what law was broken, but what the law allows." 

-- Edward Snowden




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Thursday, April 27, 2023

squirrels rabbits raccoon sparrows



I opened up my brain 
Using a screwdriver as a prying device 
I wanted to put something in there 
Anything really 
It didn't work as planned 
But at least that little fly got out 
Poor bastard 

--

I live in Davis California
With about 65,000 people
(Once a native village was here
Called Putah-toi)
It's surrounded by good farmland 
And even all these people here 
Every now and then a coyote will show up 
Maybe on the edge of town 
Looking for a meal 
More often I saw a hawk hunting 
From up above or maybe resting 
On a tree limb or a telephone line 
And it's easy to hear an owl or maybe two 
Hooting softly at night or sunrise 
A little bit of the natural world 
Filtering in among our buildings 
And our concrete and asphalt 
The trees are wild 
They're here by the thousands 
Squirrels  rabbits  raccoon  sparrows 
Are they in my world 
Or am I in theirs 
It's all the same anyway 
In the void 

--

Put on your hat and coat
Walk swiftly now through the door 
And quickly move out across this world 
See the universe now, as it is 
Drunk with the morning light 
The cool damp earth of winter 
Feeding on the decayed leaves of autumn 
And something is waiting for you 
Out in the cold air 
Now 
Something that quickens your pulse 
And puts a smile on your face 
Now 
This very moment 
What is it 
Your life 

James Lee Jobe 


THE BYRDS, Lover Of The Bayou 


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There’s only one thing that’s better than getting what you want: it’s to know that you can be happy whether you get it or not. 

Adyashanti

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Don't expect others to praise you or raise toasts to you. Don't count on receiving credit for your good deeds or good practice.

Chögyam Trungpa

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Do what's right because it's right. Period.

James Lee Jobe 

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You've got to dig it to dig it, you dig? 

Thelonious Monk

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This can still happen anywhere. Not everything is lost.

Naomi Shihab Nye (from her poem “Gate A-4)

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Living in a big city, sometimes we feel that we don’t know our neighbors but actually we know them well. They want pleasure and don’t want pain. 

Jeffrey Hopkins




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Wednesday, April 26, 2023

like the sky at dawn, silent



What do I want 
nothing 
to be myself today is enough 
a spring afternoon 
my doggo is napping in the sun 
I'm sleepy too 
and just let go 
how lovely 

--

There is an owl in the park across the street 
I never see her 
but her soft hoots at sunrise 
are as warm as a mother holding her newborn child 
sometimes the world is perfect 

--

The summer heat in the Sacramento Valley 
a dead jackrabbit rots on County Road 98 
stinking in the afternoon sun 
it has even less use for civilization 
than I do

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That I might find the strength to forego being clever  in favor of being kind and that I might learn to silence myself  from saying those things which help no one

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Like the sky at dawn, silent and vast, let my being merge in the timeless immensity of being alive. I am the universe, the universe is me.

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by james lee jobe

(Some of the above may be previously published.)


THE BEATLES, SHE SAID 

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I believe in peace. I believe in mercy.
Malala Yousafzai

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It's easy to make someone feel special. Ask open-ended questions and listen with genuine interest. Attention is the expression of love. 
Haemin Sunim

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The one we love is everywhere. By wakefully inhabiting our longing for the beloved, we are carried into the arms of love itself.
Tara Brach 



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Tuesday, April 25, 2023

in the eyes of the Buddha


Robert Rauschenberg

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Tree branches flailing in the wind. 

Crows loudly claiming territory. 

The river when it’s in a hurry. 

The sky thundering about a coming storm. 

The earth when she shakes and rolls. 

Leather shoes dancing over a hardwood floor. 

The automobile horn under an angry hand. 

The chattering squirrel. 

The orca lowing in the deep. 

Things and beings speak. 

Ssh. Listen.

james lee jobe 



The teacher I need is always the one in front of me.

Byron Katie



Something rises out of the east, a new day, like an idea being formed, like a child being born. Light in the sky. Life on the earth. Breathe and it begins.

james lee jobe 

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As Dogen says, people like what is not true and they don't like what is true.  

Shunryu Suzuki



The universe is grand, endless and timeless, 

yet all of it exists in one molecule of liquid, 

the tiniest part of a tear in the corner of your eye. 

james lee jobe 



The world is experienced according to the state of one's mind. Remember that everyone appears as Buddhas in the eyes of the Buddha! 

Haemin Sunim



Rain against the window with a tapping sound. My wife laughing, alone in another room. A sadness for the grief across the face of the world. Things that tell me I am still alive.

james lee jobe 



One ought, every day at least, to hear a little song, read a good poem,  see a fine picture and, if possible, speak a few reasonable words.

 Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe



I grieve alone before dawn, when my valley is still quietly resting beneath the blanket of darkness. I stare into the last fold of night until the face of my late son becomes clear, and then I listen until I can hear his voice again, And then I allow myself to break down, to fall apart. For a long time I counted the days since his death. Now I count the years. 

james lee jobe 


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Monday, April 24, 2023

Monday is breathless and feeling tired

Nothing can make injustice just but mercy.  

Robert Frost



I thought of writing a will 

But what do I own that anyone would want

My doggo heard me laughing by myself 

And came in to keep me company

James Lee Jobe



Poetry is an echo,

asking a shadow to dance.

Carl Sandburg


Gift, a poem by Hilda Conkling - 1909-1986


Etta James, Shakey Ground 


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I have been sick lately 

And I am behind in my chores 

The stars are piled up all over the sky 

And the wind won't hold still 

The world keeps turning 

Even when the people aren't ready for it 

Sunday sucks all the air from the room 

Leaving Monday breathless and feeling tired 

But I am starting to recover 

Hopefully just in time 

James Lee Jobe 



In zazen one is one's present self, what one was, and what one will be, all at once.

Peter Matthiessen



The goal of practice is not to pursue pleasure and avoid pain, but rather to experience both with full awareness, neither favoring one nor opposing the other. 

Andrew Olendzki




Sixty-six years of walking on eggshells 

What good could keeping secrets ever do for me now

James Lee Jobe 



I have no country to fight for; my country is the earth, and I am a citizen of the world.

Eugene V. Debs



The teacher serves as a mirror but also encourages your ability to trust in yourself. You begin to trust in your basic goodness instead of identifying with your neurosis. Pema Chödrön




In the dream I am worried

There is some unnamed danger

In traveling to the back of the island where I live

Most people take primitive rowboats

Because the jungle has many wild animals

But lately the ocean is rough

And several people have been killed either way

I spend many days working out a way to travel

Through the treetops with the help of friendly monkeys

"The monkeys will help you"

I go through the village streets shouting this

And the elders welcome me with a dance

It's not bad, this dream, as dreams go

James Lee Jobe



A weasel hath not such a deal of spleen as you are toss'd with.

Taken from: Henry IV, part I




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