9/20/2023

no life ever after

my tummy makes an excellent pillow for doggo naps



my sins are as big as houses

and still I beg to be forgiven

people live lives in these houses of sin

and grow gardens in the yards 

and fruit trees

my ugliness is clear to me
as clear as my many sores and scars

I live a wounded life 

life like this requires metaphor

and so a dog cries in the distance

my misshapen toenails

a dismal odor of failure

even for a thing like me it is too much

I unbolt and open the front door

it has been locked for so very long

outside it is a perfect day

green trees
flowers
bird song

with nowhere at all to go

I begin to walk


______

there is no heaven
no hell
no gods or goddesses
there is no life ever after
no rebirth into a new you
or maybe there is
but friend it doesn't matter
this life
this moment
this choice
right now

______


as sweet as blueberries
as light as bees
sunrise loves the quiet

-james lee jobe


the plain at auvers
1890 by vincent van gogh





When the whole world is silent, even one voice becomes powerful.
-Malala Yousafzai





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