9/11/2023

dreaming with the full moon

putah creek, california, jlj




a righteous soul
indeed
to not seek satori
only service




in the waiting room

a room buried in grass and bad ideas
free of the confines of some orthodox version of reality
a bed. blankets in a heap
a pillow case that smells of dirty hair
a room buried in discarded thoughts and a lack of any traditional ideals
a bed
alone as all hell
a life troubled in sin and sweat and suffering
blessed in thought and deed
a dream cursed by the elders who cannot understand
untried and untrue
a life tied to the earth through the bones of time and staying alive
a dream
a chance never taken
a name chosen by someone else
maybe it fits and maybe it doesn't even come close
a situation
a family heavy with alcohol and goodbye
light in word and meaning
a name like a label or a number
a situation
success and failure and everything in between
a room
a bed
a life
a family
a name
a situation
steady yourself
the next in line is you




I (again) dreamed I was flying. I was flying in a tunnel that went in a downward spiral deep into the earth. When I got to the bottom there was a warm, intense light. It was was very freeing.





the crickets hold forth at sunset
who among us can say
if they are happy or sad




my birds are sleeping
in their warm dry cages
not me
I am up very late
dreaming with the full moon



 by james lee jobe 



sunrise through the trees, jlj




“We are not going in circles, we are going upwards. the path is a spiral; we have already climbed many steps.” 

Hermann Hesse, from 'Siddhartha'





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